Tuesday, December 23, 2008

"Don't Quit"

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will;

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill;

When the funds are low, and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but have to sigh;

When care is pressing you down a bit-

Rest if you must, but do not quit.

Success is failure turned inside out;

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;

And you can never tell how close you are

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-

It's when things go wrong that you must not quit.


- Author Unknown

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Random

This shall be a random and disjointed post.
Pardon me for the lack of coherence in form or substance,
its not in my business to make sure you guys understand anyway,
wahahahaha

Went library today. Borrowed 5, finished 2 already. -_-
I am a voracious reader whenever the book is interesting, and I realised I am darn blardi free today.

XBOX fifa is cool!!! and MANU WON LIVERPOOL, in the game that is.. FALL POOL FALL!! One champion=ALONE, rest of the league=NOT ALONE.
Pool, you will NEVER walk ALONE, HAHAHAHAHA

Coverage of ironman hawaii 2008 is out!! Do NOT support piracy. Do NOT search for the torrent online. Do NOT download the live coverage of the Ironman World Championship 2008. Do not NOT.

"14-18strokes per 25m or 36-40strokes per 50m = good swimmers"
MUAHAHAHAHAHA

Deng deng deng is overrated. Swimming is addictive. Stroking fast is tiring, stroking inefficiently is stupid, stroking inefficiently fast is for dumbasses.

Swim cap+ tri tights+angkong siao+ fit bod = look fierce, all of the above plus an inefficiently fast stroke = fierce looking dumbass, HAHAHA

Swim can make it, bike can make it, now left run.
If run can make it, I would definitely make it!! woohooooooo

I LOVE MY JAMIS!!! buzzing at 35kmh is therapeutic, dodging container trucks is not. RESPECT RIDERS campaign!!!

Malaysia makan expedition this friday!! haypoh dont have, IMBA bakut teh check, JUSCO check, SECRET RECIPE check, another guailan time spent double check!

Chalet chalet chalet...... BBQ gourmet cheese, ham, sausages ,cuts, yum yum slurp slurp

MUAY THAI!!! yuwei, mai tu liao

Must get explosiveness back. Nuah nuah last long long is not the way..

I wana play dota!!!

Cable-ski!! PIAK U"D BETTER MAKE THIS TRIP ENTERTAINING, or we won pay u back!! wahahahahaha

Lao pei lao bu, determine trip destination. stack. times running out!! Its only 2 weeks away!!!

Results out end of this month and mid Jan, GGXX.. siao liao siao liao

Meeting up with the dinosaurs, lost friends, b.brotherhood, guailan gang, yada yada yada

Dhsco yee yee orh orh from 18-23dec. Spring melody next year Feb. To shang or not to shang???

Reinstatement of HQ guailan gang on 3rd Jan. We need to pick loser bra up.
tsu tsu tsu tsu tsu...

I had a dream, a UBERRRRR BEAUTIFULLLLL DREAMMMMMMMMM.....
its about you:)))))))))

Though we just met up last friday, I am already missing you. Alot. Alot alot alot alot alot.

Did I mention I missed you?

WEILOONG is a pain in the arseeeeeeeeeee!!! Sat is gonna be a pain in the arseeeeeeeee, THANKS AH!! #%&$@! I have a feeling I am gonna bump into many ppl I know on that day, SUCH A COINCIDENCE HUH?!!!

ya ya papaya, yayapapaya
ha ha hahaha, hahahahaha
no link, linklinklink
linklink, dinkdinkdink

3 x yawn = time to sleep.
Kooning time!!

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

kicking ass

Singapore Biathlon
070309

Target:
30mins swim
50mins run

~12 more weeks to kick ass

~15 more weeks to kick a bigger ass
(more on that soon)

On an unrelated note, anyone wana take up Muay Thai?
Pay to kick some ass, hahaha

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

Point of no return:)


Now we are past the point of no return:)))

Have you AFI today?

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

shopping!!

Bike 2150
Wireless speedo 90
Front and rear lights 50
H2O cages 8x2
Stand 15
Pedals 120
Shoes plus cleats 145
Delivery free

Total paid: 1920 not a bad deal right?!!

Things I still need to get:
( not too necessary but wana get )

fierce looking helmet (my old one looks noobish)
power floor pump (get those handpumps with pressure gauge)
tube replacement kit, CO2 canisters, adaptor, multi-tool, pouch (prepare for the long rides)
gekseh waterbottles (look fierce)
shortie aerobars (tri-ing)
gloves, tights, apparel (feel fierce)

Things I die die must get:

Stronger quads, hamstrings yada yada
Stronger core
Better endurance
Better technical control

:)))))))))))))))))
Have you AFI today?

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Sit STILL there!

Sibei jialat
No workout, weird feeling.
Like got alot energy stored inside, cant expend.
Cant seem to sit down properly and mug.

I NEED MY ADRENALINE FIX!!
knn.

SIT STILL THERE!
...
aiyah fark u lar.
...
...
SIT EASY!

channeling channeling channeling...
FAIL..
CCB

I am going to watch Heroes instead,
Mug again tmr after a morning swim.
knnbccb

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Random-mo-mo

I just got bored from the books, so here I am, trying to sort out my thoughts a little.
Pardon for the incoherence of the entry below. I am just gonna regurgitate whatever is in my head right now.

Expenditure for tri-ing, caa 251108:
2000 bike + accessories
300 aero bar + shoes pedals cleats (2nd visit)
400 registration fees for navy bi and 70.3
152-100(voucher) running shoes
Nutrition ranging from powdered drinks to banana to wadever, courtesy of Parents Provident Fund

Stock market:
With the holidays and study period etc at home,
it gives you the time to turn on the computer, sit in front of it and monitor your counters all day.
Which directly leads to an unsteady but overall still rather positive stream of returns:)) Of course you win some you lose some, duh..

Warning: play within your limits

AFI:
Last week,
Swim 1.5k bike(gym) 27k
Swim 1.5k
Swim 1.5k bike(gym) 36k
Swim 1.5k
Swim 2.2k run 10k

This week,
lobo (study) x5
Maybe a swim wednesday and a run after the paper on friday
or maybe not.. hmmm

Misc:
I am not turning gay, but the hair conditioner and face moisturiser/sunblock yada yada, is in my opinion, becoming rather essential, now that I spend large amounts of time in the sun. having said that though, its still a pain in the arse needing to apply this goo and that crap.

I feel like shaving my head, again, just for the fun of it. It might not be a good idea though, hot sun= painful sia. But hey, no hair = less drag in the pool. And dont need to bring shampoo! cool.....

Study:
3 more days before my first and last paper.. fark.. so many others already finished 7,8 days ago.
Other than that, I still have the CFA next Sunday, which is another pain in the arse. Now that I dont really feel like working in asset management, it just seem the 1500 reg fee is going down the drain, hahaha.

Oh Phantom Of The Opera is good music for mugging, as is with the OST for mama mia. The yee yee orh orh stuff comes a close second. Techno is good when you really need to concentrate. The louder and repetitive it gets, the easier you can boh hiu external stuff and concentrate better, hahaha.

Post study:
1 plus week, and i'll be swimming in the morning, nap, squash or bike or some lanjiao daiji in the afternoon, nap, and biking/running at night, followed by supper/soccer/movie/whatever. 7 days a week, with some lobo time every now and then, woohoo!! SHIOK, I cant blardi wait!!!

I feel like playing some computer games, these include call of duty 4, dota, red alert 3. Dota especially, just mindlessly killing each other at lanshops.

The quad stacker has been on my mind, nihon mura buffet too. And weisheng's buffet lobang. 1x good meal after 1x good workout = 1x goodday:)))

Malaysia,truly asia bike trip!! With the bikey and my buddies and me. Spinning all day long, woohoo!

Mr kia's guailan chalet + 1x high class BBQ. Makan includes cheese, german sausages, steaks, chops, all the atas kinda stuff, woooooooooh

Many many lanjiao daiji, that includes going back to the Tanjong Rhu Dunman to play ball and sleep on the high jump mattresses if its still available. Buying a duck and turning up someone's place unannounced for dinner. Camping at some uber guailan place.

FISHING!! or prawning. I felt sorry in the past that its rather painful for those sea creatures to just die liddat. But now, I think its rather cool, haha I am sadistic. Not to mention, HUNGRY for seafood.

Seafood.. that means Malaysia again. Either the Taman Sentosa one, or the Desaru, or both. Most likely both.

The meetup with the many many friends. Some treats to cash in, others to dish out.

Emo-mo-mo:
What the fark exactly happened I also dunno.. but cannot carry on liddat liao lar. knn, must chop chop settle. hahaha but come to think of it, it seems that just act blur live longer, tiam tiam boh hiu, isn't too bad either.

Cannot lar, the farking tree is in the way. Chop off the tree to get to the forest le lar. nabei, eh I actually might already have done-d it though, considering my emo-state now, lol.

Whatever the case, can I have some answers please?

For now?

valuation of stock and bond price, agency costs, merger and acquisition, economic value addedness yada yada.. 3 more days..

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

OCBC Cycle Singapore 2009

Another reason to get the bike. and fast.

http://www.ocbc.cyclesingapore.com.sg/

Mr Weisheng, get your bike up and running!
Mr Hungyi, get your speed demon!
Mr Weichern, on boh?!

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Monday, November 17, 2008

school holiday workout

Now that its the school hols, its rather interesting to see those sec sch kids hanging out in the gym.

Some kiddo trying to gekseh in front of the gals. lifting weights that is way too heavy, struggling to do just 2-3reps. And the discussion about that chiobu over there? Thats WAY too loud. If I can hear it, I am pretty sure she can.

Eh punky ah punky, grow up first lar. You guys look like a bunch of monkey with a overly high sex drive in the gym. This is not the frigging zoo for goodness!

Tah por nvm, zha bor oso cui! Who rides on lvl1 anyway?! you expend more energy when you walk to the watercooler lar! "hah, so easy" Theres a button with an 'up' arrow sign, indicating an increase of resistance, bimbo. And bitch about guys for all you want, but do not HOG the frigging machine! Stop sitting at the workout bench and gossiping, thats a big turnoff.

Despite the above though, its been a rather successful gym session. spun 3 sets of 20 mins on high/high/moderate resistance with high cadence all the way. The indicators showed 30km, rather loserish actually. With that effort, it definitely felt alot further. No choice though, I HAVEN WENT DOWN TO SETTLE MY BIKE!!! &$*#@*!

Thereafter, walked over to safra for a swim.

This is what I learnt:
1) The Polar watch is indeed waterproof. good good
2) The thighs felt funny in the water after all that hard riding
3) Despite the fatique, the stroke length did not change.
4) Significantly lower power output though, meaning cant stroke as fast
5) Despite that, I clocked 38mins for 1.5k.

38mins!! hehehe SONGBOH!! Considering the first time I self-taught the stroke was on 29 Oct, drinking 1/2 pool of water along the way, thats pretty neat eh?!!

I am frigging high the whole of today;)))

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

of sticky plans and whiny weathers

CHIA ZHI WEI..

STICK TO THE PLAN!!!

(insert here a long string of vulgarities you can think of)

Oh btw the side tabs are updated.
Under the events column, only the first 2 are pretty much confirmed,
while the rest are just tentative (in another words, gong gekgian nia),
seriously though, hope to be able to make it for all.

Meanwhile, the weather's getting a little whiny. It is starting to be difficult in clocking the mileages and sticking to the plan when the skies start pouring with increasing frequency!

But hey, nobody said you cant train when its raining, so

STICK.TO.THE.F^CKING.PLAN

On the other hand though, how the hell am I gonna to dry my shoes when they are wet?!!

(insert here a longer string than the previous one)

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

freestyler

This was how my previous week turned out:

16k run
30laps freestyle
40laps freestyle
Break
40laps freestyle
40laps freestyle
30laps freestyle 6k run

Yo yo, a new freestyler in da house.. Yeah yeah uhuh
Ok thats some lame shit-_-
Im a frigging addicted to the new stroke now!
The lifeguards must be thinking why the hell is this fella so free?!

Oh btw, bought new shoes from Queensway today! Had a 100 bucks voucher, which means the effective cost is just 52 bucks!!! Cant wait to hit the pavement in those:)

Have you AFI today?

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

training

Ah.. its been a while!

Nothing really interesting to assuage the gossipmongers though, too bad.
Life's been pretty monotonous from a general perspective. My schedule's revolving around eating sleeping slacking swimming biking running and of course, mugging &%$*@#.

On the training front though, its anything but boring.

I have finally put the freestyle together in the pool! PROUDLY SELF-taught!! (Modesty is not my strength) At the last count, 32 laps of friggin freestyle, BILATERAL BREATHING!! Wanted to hit the big 4-0, but it was getting late and I had an appointment. While that might not be a biggie for some of you goons, its a friggin big deal considering that was only the 2nd time freestyle became a significant part of my swim AFI:)))

The 1st was a 2.5 hour session in the NTU pool, numerous 'breathtaking' moments, (they do take your breath away, literally) 12 painful disjointed laps, and a stomach full of the disgusting internationally flavoured water

To the people who termed freestyle as "very difficult.. swim liao darn shagged.. I cant swim.. will sink.." come come, get in line, and kiss my arse, MUAHAHAHAHA

Simply speaking, all you need is just pride (if that ah lao can do it, no reason I cant) and an ability to stomach a lot of pool water.

Now to hit the Big 21 on the run front..

70.3 220309, I am so gonna kick your arse.. getting delirious just thinking about it:)))


Have you AFI today?

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

.

Weather conditions: cooling and humid, slight breeze
Distance: 12k (2x 6k loop)
Pace: LSD for loop 1, slightly harder for loop 2

Notables: 4th - 6th is noticeably harder than 9th-12th, it was difficult trying to slow down to prevent burnout later.

Interesting happenings: 3km into the run, there was a shout of encouragement from a fellow runner! The same thing happened into the 10th km! That made my day, totally:))

22 weeks to the start-line. Things are progressing well:)

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Hows this for a short trip?!

The Vietnam trip is postponed indefinitely. Fion decided that we will go another time when she's richer, lol. While cracking my brains deciding if I should go with the Odac goons in traveling from Ho Chi Minh to Hanoi, at a cost of 600-700 bucks spanning 11 days, the expenditure that is to be incurred on my new bike keeps popping up in my head.

Just then... epiphany strikes! Why didn't I think of this earlier?!

http://www.mrpumpy.net/BSA-Mal.html

Right now, we already have 2 x riders, 1 x support personnel. 1 more support personnel and essentially we are good to go!!

Of course ideally, we would like to have 4 x support personnel, and about 4 riders too.
Would be good if the 4 riders/4 support can swap positions moving northwards/southwards, so all will get to enjoy the 700k ride.

But I guess it would be equally fun if we just have 2 x riders, 2 x support personnel (assuming they don't wana ride) We ride up, all 4 of us drive down:))


5 reasons you should join us:

1) Refreshing and interesting idea
2) Keep fit
3) Clock mileages for those half/full IM wannabes
4) CHEAP seafood, accoms, basically cheap everything
5) A GREAT sense of achievement and adventure

Tall, short, fat, skinny, ugly, chio(especially!!), pro, noob, fit, slob, guys, gals(especially!!), young, old welcomed

Date: mid- late Dec
Duration: Est 5 days
Dist: 700km (gauge: from my place to Fort Road and back is about 65-70km)
Trip cost: Est 100-150 SGD everything included (more people, cheaper)

For more information, you know my hp number. Alternatively, leave coments/tag!

So... How's this for a short year-end trip?
AFI... real big time:))))

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Monday, October 20, 2008

Lessons

Slight tweak on the left foot from the kerb,
Light sprain on the right ankle from a littered plastic bottle,
Near collision with a dumbass who rode his bike on the bloody pavement near downtown east,
Stiff neck, shoulders and hip flexors aches from the previous swim,
Not hydrated properly.

Target 12k, accomplished 6k

Lessons learnt:
There are days where you just don't have it in you.
Respect the conditions, respect your body.
Live to AFI for another day.

Things to take note:
Do not overtrain
Do not compensate
Time to get a new pair of shoes

Saturday, October 18, 2008

1-100

I've pangseh-ed Mr Kia at the gym today.

Reason? 100 laps at the pool.

1-20 So simple, so easy..
20-40 Way to go dude!
40-60 Ok this is getting really boring..
60-70 WTF was I thinking?
70-80 This is pure mental torture!!!
80-90 Felt better, can see the end FINALLY!
90-99 Last few laps lo, woohoo!
99-100 SONGBOH?!!!


Have you AFI today?

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

just some updates

Was in the pool doing some laps of Freestyle(*looks at yw) when first sounds of thunder clapped. Darn, was only in the pool for around 20mins or so before I decided that I din wana get wet. Such irony! Wasn't I already wet?! Anyway I decided to transit to the gym instead. While taking a breather at the gallery though, I chanced upon a hottie running laps at the track, woots! One thing that I had gotten to know about her? she's from hall8.. from that track jersey she's wearing, haha.. however at that moment the urge to AFI was higher than the testoterone levels, I have decided to head towards the gym instead. And besides, I am too humji to do otherwise anyway, hahaha!

Did abit of endurance stuff in the gym before calling it a day. It was raining buckets when Mr Kia and I were making our way to Canteen 2. We were grateful for the sheltered walkways alongside the road, but WHY THE HECK DIN THEY LINK ALL THE WAY?!! There were 3 gaps where there isn't any shelter, which doesn't make any sense.

Come to think of it, alot things in our beloved school don't make sense. SU option dateline 2weeks before exams? Parking gantry but no parking charges(not that I mind)? NUS advertising on 179? And now, covered walkways but not covered all the way? Great school huh? What a joke

Note: to all NTU profs who might chance upon this blog (I dunno how, but strange things do happen!) I don't dislike NTU. But I would absolutely adore it if you guys could give me a couple more A's in my transcript;)))

On an unrelated note, I just found out that Polygon bikes are made in Indonesia. Now thats a real downer. With 2-3k to spend, pardon me for not having a discerning eye for bargains, but I'd go with something I feel secured and guaranteed.

In addition, Mr Collin sent a followup mail, which was a pleasant surprise!
Now thats what I call quality customer service!

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Zhi wei
What did you get in the end?
C

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Good day Collin,

Sorry for the late reply, kinda pleasantly surprised that you sent a followup mail! I am more or less decided on the Felt F75 actually. The components on the F55 are a little too good/pricey for my level, and I reckon the F75 isn't too bad a choice either since the frame are similar, if not same? Not to mention that I have to leave some cash for new shoes and accessories?

But probably can only get it some time early Dec though.School's been really busy and I haven really gotten the time to go down to the shop and check it out. Pasir Ris is like friggin far from Bukit Timah!

Nevertheless, thanks for all your help in the queries!

Regards,
Zhiwei

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FELT is a reliable US brand, renowned for making performance not-so-entry level bikes. The forum is awash with good reviews about the brand/model. The price is reasonable and the boss at bikehaus is nice. It would be a folly to decide otherwise!

Polygon? Not bad looking lar, but unstable ley..
tsu tsu tsu tsu tsu...

HAHAHA

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Things to settle

Covered 6 8 6 10 last week.
After a 2 day hiatus, its a swim 1.5 followed by a run 10 tomorrow morning.
10 6 8 6 12 are the target mileages this week.

some points to note:
1. I feel good
2. I think I can feel better
3. I WANT MY BIKE!!!

071208 is less than 2 months away but I CANT wait!!!
No thanks to the 2 months waiting time, now I have a dilemma again..

Polygon Helios 600 at 2.6k? Full Ultegra SL components, Fizik saddle, SPDs SL and a DARN CHIO gloss white-gold paintwork!! Not to mention that the shop is in upper east coast only!

http://www.rodalink.com/sg/

Felt F55 as previously at 2.9k? Or the New F75 '09 model? No news of F55 '09.. Have not check out the price though, but its definitely gonna be significantly cheaper. Anyway F55 and F75 uses the same frame, just different components. Check these out first before commenting though..

http://www.bikesportmichigan.com/reviews/feltF75.shtml
http://www.bikesportmichigan.com/reviews/feltF75-2009.shtml

On an unrelated but more important note, its the time of the year again. When project deadlines and assignments again become a proverbial pain in the arse, this year though, something different is added to the mix. Its called a JOBsearch..

Hence, things to settle, in no order of importance:

1) Tidy up resume, CV, confirm list of perspective employers, send out applications
2) Start preparing for exams
3) Go into high gear for the dreaded CFA
4) AFI
5) Day-dream about bikes, century rides, open water swim, freestyle or froggie, 70.3 ...

A significant workload to be had huh?
For now though, I shall start with option 5 ;)


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Thursday, October 9, 2008

Midnight Warrior

The supposed AFI session today didn't go according to plan. I was dead beat after the Negotiations Quiz and had to pangseh Mr Kia this afternoon. Apologies! Went home and crashed for 3 straight hours.

Just when I got up to get the run in, it started rumbling and the skies poured. Well what the heck, the heavens seemed bent on keeping me in today. Being the slacker that I obviously am, I promptly rolled over and went back snoring.

By the time I was up, it was dinner time. What hit me after was an unusually large inertia to touch the books, instead I sought solace in Heroes S03E04 and Chuck S02E01 S02E02. Ah, the wonders of broadband and mininova.

It was 11plus when I finally finished. Oh great, another wasted day. All along though, I had been struggling with the concept of getting a blardi run in.

What the heck, I shall be a midnight warrior today.
6 click, 30 odd minutes later, I was smiling to myself like an idiot.

Have you AFI today?

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Fallen For Felt F55

I have more or less decided on the F55 actually. And Mr Zhang, no zipp 404 at the moment, no point having the fastest wheels and lightest bike but cui fitness. Not to mention that those wheels costs a couple thousands. Haha one step at a time lar ah!

Anyway, here's the update:)

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Hi Zhi Wei,
Our F55 is from Felt full factory warrantied. Ours are not grey imports which usually mean a rejected frameset that has been repaired or re-moulded to look ok.

The F55 is specced with Dura Ace Rd, Ultegra the rest, with Mavic wheelset and the Aluminum frameset with carbon stays and carbon forks and carbon post, this specced of bike should usually set you back around $3.8k for brands like Trek and Specialised. We are selling it for $2.9k. Let me know if you are interested.
Thanks
colin

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Darn value for money for a not-so-entry level bike!
Only drawback? bikehaus is in blardi Bukit Timah..

But still..
NICE RIGHT??!!!

071208, cant farking wait:))

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Monday, October 6, 2008

AFI

What happens when..

2 reports and a prep table are due on Wednesday,
and there's a in-class quiz on that same day?

But you are looking forward to an 8K run followed by a 2K swim tomorrow instead, plan for another brick and gym in school on Wednesday after the quiz,

and feel that it is ok to take that few hours to AFI but almost diabolical to use that same few hours to mug?

hmmm


Have you AFI today?

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071208

Ms Giant has live a short but wonderful life with me. She is now getting ready to move on to provide hours of riding fun to a new roadie bro:)

6months, 80% retail price, only idiot then don't sell!

So right now, I am 'single' and available again! HAHA here are my perspective candidates..

FELT F55 2008 (Alu carbon compo)

Fusion XCM-C2 (full carbon composite)

Amongst on my considerations, would be a alu frame or carbon frame. A tri specific frame or a road frame. 105 or Ultegra parts. and some others.

Decision deadline would be on the 7th Dec. When I will complete the CFA exams, register for 70.3 (early bird discount ends at 2359hrs), and hopefully get my hands on the new ride!!!

Cant wait for 071208!!!

On an unrelated note, something great happened today! at 0920am to be specific!! Shall keep it to those in the know for now, until at least it had gone full circle and we see some returns.
Stay tuned!

Life's getting from good to great;)

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Thursday, October 2, 2008

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Life's Journey

The news came that another NSF passed away after some exercise session. He hadn't had the chance to really experience life, ideals and dreams left unfulfilled, before he left us for another realm. I guess the way-higher-ups have a different plan for him. Hope he is in a better place now.

For now though,
I am happy that I am given the chance to chase my dreams.
Grateful to have met the many of you guys/gals that made my journey thus far pleasant.
Satisfied that I have experienced the many facets of life, and excited about the hopefully-plentiful encounters to come.

To the way-higher-ups,
though I am still not sure of your identity,
if you are jewish, indian, arabic, greek, egyptian,
or if you just take the form of 2 electrons..

From the bottom of my heart,
I thank you.

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Back to the roots

Been in a little 华乐 craze since last Sunday's concert with Fion:)
Gotten to know some details of the 27thDec concert.

Songs on the 4 Chinese Classics!!

The 红楼梦 album has been looping on my itunes since.
I still haven gotten sick of it.. yet.

uhoh.. the 'yi yi orh orh' feeling is back
hahaha siao liao...

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

70.3 Mania

Elements of the poster taken from various sources.
Any misuse/misrepresentation is unintended and regretted.

Getting a little crazy about it now, hahaha;)
Hope the mania can last till next year March!!

On an unrelated note, I've recently caught on the blogging craze again,
enjoy it while it last!! (Im pretty sure it won't be too long before it dies down again, haha)

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Monday, September 22, 2008

A love-hate relationship

Thru'out the entire day, the tunes of yesterday's concert keeps reverberating in my ears.

And with it, a million thoughts flowed through me today.

It was in primary school when the love-hate relationship with Chinese music first began. Well, it remains blurry as to how exactly i stumbled upon it, but well its something along the lines of "Alvin, I think learning music is good for you, it cultivates patience and appreciation of the arts." and coupled with a lets-get-this-discussion-over-so-I-can-go-play-with-my-toys attitude, I sorta "gong gong" went into it.

The lesson venue was situated behind the assembly halls of Red Swastika School, being always hot and stuffy. Practice was always a pain in the proverbial arse, it siphoned off the already sparse time I had, time I would rather spend on swimming lessons and 'science' adventures then. Not to mention table tennis and badminton! I was an active kid, very into sports, quite into science, but NEVER into chinese music, haha

Lessons were often missed, and Zhang Lao Shi had to talk to my parents several times.

"your kid actually has talent, but he doesn't practise or come often for lessons. Since there's so much activities during the weekdays, why don't he come to my place for private lessons on the weekends?"

I was still in primary school then, so the vocabulary 'Fark' still hadn't been introduced to me. But my reactions then was probably along the lines of "WHAT THE FARK?!!!!!" And to make matters worse, I was staying in Blk114 and Zhang Lao Shi just stays 6blocks away at 108.

Furthermore, I was quite sure I did NOT have talent, but that my parents would rather spend the money 'confining' me into chinese music, than the dragonball cards and insect sticker books that was the craze then.

With private lessons, and the subsequent increase in costs, came greater pain. I wouldn't want to get my arse spanked every now and then. So I gritted my teeth and ling long abit here and there, just to entertain the adults. I was a very busy kid you know, the centipedes and hornets and flies are waiting for me. Visions of being an entomologist intoxicated me then. (Any self-respecting pri sch kid would kill for those lovely "i am a young whatever-tist" badges!)

"There's a graded exam by the Central Conservatory of Music. Would your kid be interested?"

It would have be a resounding NO, if matters were left in my hands. But as with all parents, they felt then that they had uncovered a Mozart in the house. And with that, my life became a living hell.

Time flew and the exams came too soon. I was a nervous wreck and as expected, did not do too well. In fact, I failed. There was a little disappointment but alot more relief then. Hah! Now they wouldn't make me continue with the ling long stuff again!

"Nvm, try again next year."

Fark, don't the adults give up?!!

And to make matters worse...

"There's a National Music Competition next year. Would your kid be interested to join? He can gain some valuable experience and overcome the jitters. It would be good for his musical development."

AS IF THOSE EXAMS ARE NOT ENOUGH! NOW I STILL MUST GO COMPETE!!!

After a year of torture, a bundle of nerves, and a whole lot of 'malu-ating', I went to the arts council to compete. It was at the old venue at Fort Canning then. Needless to say, cui-ed. I was kicked out of the 1st round while some of my seniors progressed.

"Perhaps you will do better the next time?"

Yeah right, kiss my arse.

Primary six then came and went. I did not do too badly in my PSLEs and was accepted into Dunman High. Wait a minute, DUNMAN HIGH?!! OF ALL PLACES?!!! With an accomplished conductor, a proven orchestra, and an ultra supportive principal, it seemed that I cant run away from chinese music huh, omfg.

ok, so the stupid guzheng was finally becoming bearable. But as a full CCA?! It doesn't help matters that DHS doesn't believe in multiple CCAs. They don't believe in students having multiple outlets for talent, that we should just focus on mugging and 1 CCA.(which is something I still grouse over till this day)

With a ridiculous amount of coercing from my parents, and some from Zhang Lao Shi, I proceeded to seal my fate with DHSCO. After the usual introductory orientation, then came the choosing of instruments and if we have any background.

1st choice: da ji yue
2nd choice: guan yue
3rd choice: guzheng
4th choice:-----------

Music Background: No

HOW THE HELL I ENDED UP WITH GUZHENG AGAIN?!!!

This 'mystery' was only cleared up in the later years. Turns out that the chinese music community is actually very small. So who's students going which school, learning what instruments etc were all updated on a very regular basis over chinese tea and dumplings.

Fate lar, suck thumb. I literally had to face the music(pun intended)

But just when I was settling down to prepare for the graded exams and NMC'98, then came the notice that I had to change instructors. Ah Lao (aka Mr Tay Teow Kiat) is adamant that DHSCO members should all learn under the same instructors. Then came Yin Qun Lao Shi.

With new instructors, there came a whole new period of getting to know each other again etc, but it was fortunate that Zhang Lao Shi and Yin Qun Lao Shi were old friends. I guess that made the transition easier.

Of course with NMC looming at the back of my head, the practices became more bearable. At least I could now stare at the guzheng and not imagine it burning as firewood. In addition, it helped that when you do get better musically, you tend to appreciate and enjoy the tunes and melodies a lot more. Furthermore, now that I am officially part of the DHSCO community, there are concerts and performance commitments to honour. Cant be too slack right.

I started to appreciate the pieces that I am playing. Hours were spent between me and my guzheng. I looked up on the writeups of the pieces, and tried to imagine the moods and imagery that the composer is trying to portray. Practising alone at home became interesting and fun. I was actually looking forward to them!

Then came NMC'98. This time round, I was prepared musically. But still frigging kanchiong mentally. After the 1st song, I was just enjoying the proceedings and had already given up hope on qualifying. It was a great surprise when I got in! After the final rounds, I have managed to clinch 2nd in the intermediate category!! It was no biggie actually, but when I was a sec1 and many of the DHS seniors got their arse kicked because of me, it was kinda blown outta proportions. (which directly resulted in my distaste for ensemble practices, but thats another story;))

Beyond '98, I guess I have had the fortune of numerous performances, ensembles and solos, winning another NMC, this time in the Open Category, passing the entire grading syllabus and the subsequent music diploma, culminating in my swansong being a solo piece accompanied by Shicheng orchestra.

Interesting right? What then started out as a recipe for disaster, didn't end too shabbily yeah.
Strange how fate works huh;)

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AFI!!!

http://www.ironman703singapore.com/

I might collapse halfway and die.
I might not finish.
And even if I did, I'll probably be crippled for a long while.

So what?
See you at the start line.

Have you AFI today?

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

To the emo-momo kias out there

You think that the perceived balance in the human relationships between you and the rest just somehow tilts? Like things for certain people that you were previously willing to do for, just somehow don't make sense to you anymore? Flaws and shortcomings that you previously were willing to tolerate, somehow just becomes increasingly unbearable?

You realise that the effort that u've put in doesn't justify your perceived returns. There are things you are willing to do for others, you thought that they would feel the same towards you, but the truth is anything but that. That you are just an idiot who has just been giving? All along you are probably just a dumbass whom others just take advantage of?

You felt that the entire world is against you? You seek attention and care. In your own perceived world of unfairness, you felt as if everyone had let you down? You crave for that care and concern that you seemingly never gets enough?

tough huh??

Take a step back. Look at the bigger scheme of things...

Now, don't you realise that all your preceived unfairness, your grouses about how unappreciative others are towards you, your complaints towards how they failed to listen and understand and accomodate you...

is essentially just all the emotional thoughts playing at the back of your mind?

If you decide to entrap yourself in your personal world of pain and suffer, go ahead. You can wallow in self-pity for all you want, but don't expect the world to suffer with you and understand your 'pains.'

To you, you and you, wake up. The world doesn own you anything. No one can help you if you don't help yourself.


I am sure this is already all at the back of your mind too.
It is just up to you to realise that yourself.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

8 x i-am-going-to-die

1-2 I can do this!
3 This is only the 3rd interval?!!
4 Finally half.. and i am half dead.
5 What the %&$^ am I doing?!! ENDURE!!!
6 This is CRAZY.First and last %&$*^#* time I am doing this..
7 No strength nvm, where your blardi PRIDE?!!
8 LAST LAP!! I SURVIVED!!

Kok, now I know what you meant by 'xiong tio'

The lungs and throat hurt literally. The core stitches. The bum moves on its own. And you cant tiptoe, for your calves will cramp.

How to quantify all that crap? How do you know if its all worth it?

You're sitting in front of the study table, mugging for your BH325 quiz tmr, writhing in obvious muscular agony, yet for some unknown reasons, you're still grinning like an idiot.


Have you AFI today?

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Have you AFI today?

The reason why its called the core is due to that fact that it is core. Geddit?

I reckon so;)

Its ok. Better that I understand than u do. Realised to my chagrin recently that mrduahjiad's viewership has been higher than expected.

Does that mean I should be more guarded in the stuff I write here? A politically correct answer would have been along the lines of "probably, hope I am not stepping on the fabled toes of anyone"

An answer more attuned to myself would be "yeah, so? Kiss my arse"

Apologies. I have digressed.

As I was saying, core represents something that's essential for the functioning of a process. In physical sporting terms, that would refer to your chest, torso and back (imagine Barbie, pop the head, remove the limbs, u get the idea). Well, something along that lines. Having a strong core breeds efficiency, which translates to less fatique and longer mileage.

After an ET run today, I did some core training. Here are some stuff I realised, to much pain and agony:

Underneath that thick layer of blubber, I do have abs. Its not like I can SEE them, but rather, the dull throbbing do indicate their presence, don't they?

I like pain. While this is definitely not a runner's high (core-er's high? exerciser's high? whatever that is), I felt great after exerting myself. There's this masochistic trait in me that pushes me on, even when my rational mind tells me that im probably gonna be crippled tmr.

I regretted badly on letting myself get outta shape.. very, very badly. I missed the efficiency in the past. Not that it was very efficient then, but the present state is a joke comparatively, haha.

I have had no consistency. Train for a certain period, slacked. Trained again, slacked again. On top of being wasteful of resources, it is also demoralising at times. And oh the pain of seeing the promises you made to yourself go broken YET again. Reflecting, trying to compensate, and failing AGAIN. The self-fulfilling prophecy, *&%#.

On a separate note, I need to start feeling alive and happy in the things I do. Its been rather draining the past few months. There's some baggage I needa offload, emotional and otherwise. Hope that I am finally moving in the right direction.

I digressed AGAIN, &*$#@%.


Be absolutely destroyed. And feel good about it;)
Have you AFI today?
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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Couldn-care-less

I need to :
  • Be a lil less reserved
  • Gain a lil more self-belief
  • Get a lil cocky
  • Adopt a lil just-whack, fark it attitude
  • Focus a lil more on whatever is in the present
  • Live life a lil fuller in the moment
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Monday, September 8, 2008

thou shalt not judge

I have deleted the previous post.. Before you guys come to criticise me for trying to be politically correct on the world wide web, or trying to minimise controversy, I have to make this clear...

It's my fault..

for jumping into conclusions too soon.
judging people too early.
criticising them based on minimal interactions.

I had had a project interview this morning..

It was good:)

The society hadn't warped, my perspectives had..

The world didn't turn bitter, I did..

This shall be a short post, I need time to self-reflect...

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Hope

The problem with hope is that, after all thats been said and the dust settled, you are more likely to receive more disappointments than ever before.

The greater u hope, the higher u climb, the bigger your dreams, the more painful u fall.

But u cant lose hope, as there's nothingness in life without hope. Beautiful, yet painful huh..

The greatest of all oxymorons, aint it?

Hope... kiss my ass..

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Time to get your act together

School started a while already.
It is already week3 now.

Time to get your act together.

1) Do tutorials on time PROPERLY.
2) Prepare lessons beforehand EFFICIENTLY.
3) Up weekly revision quotient SUFFENCIENTLY.
4) AFI on a regular basis CONSISTENTLY.
5) STICK TO THE PLAN!!!

6) Same as 5)
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10) Same as 5)


Wake up your blardi idea, recreation meetups outings etc.. comes AFTER the plan.

STICK TO THE *@&%$*| PLANNNNNNNN!!!!!

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

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I have got quite a number of stuff that I wanted to blog on...
But the moment the draft page comes on, I don't feel like blogging again.
Its been like that for the past few days, weeks in fact.

The same thing happens when I am mulling over things..
I thought of a million and one things to do..
Things that I want to do, things that I must do, things that I need to do..
But when its time to do it, I hesitate or rather, just lost the energy to do it.

It happens even when I am meeting up friends etc..
I have had stuff I wanted to get it off my chest,
Stuff I wanted to bitch about, to seek opinions from,
A lot of times when its at the tip of my mouth,
I just felt tired to explain everything.

Even now, it strikes again.
This shall be an entry with an abrupt ending.

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

And so it came to an end...

Pardon me for the lack of updates these days. My life has been mundane to say the least. Anyway, hope you guys/gals/gays whatever species had been doing fine.

My internship finally ended last Friday. It was a painful learning experience, albeit a fruitful one. Well I shan't elaborate here, and risk turning this post into the internship report. But here's a picture to summarize my experiences in the office.
Pretty much sums it up huh.

Certain names had been altered or omitted. I don't want to survive the 10 weeks only to get into trouble AFTER my internship.

*Images and Names used in this post is purely in the name of fun. Any mockery, offense, is UNintended. I hereby apologise unreservedly for any distress, anger, grieve caused*

You guys know the above asterixed statement is just to cover my ass right;)

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

My Boss

This is in open defiance to the office policy.
I am blogging on my desk right now.

Boss, this is for you...

FARK YOU UNDERSTAND?!!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Delete

Deleted my previous post.
Too many ppl asking what happen.
Too lazy to explain.
Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

CFA I

This is the the reason why non-academic entertainment should be reduced this coming semester.

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Readers are not expected to understand this entry...

I am physically tired, mentally drained and frigging sad at this point in time.

But for now..

I wana shout out to the sea.

I wana punch someone.

I wana kaobei the Ah Bengs downstairs, and give a 1x good one to the first fella who dares to even whimper.

I wana walk across the ECP blindfolded.

I wana go to the brink of death, just to see my life flash past me, just to find out who's really important to me, just to wonder if those so called survivors are talking bullshit.

I wana get my life back.

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This 2weeks has been an emotional upheaval.
Great for the people who know, too bad for the people who don't.

Pardon me if I have stepped on your toes unknowningly,
life hasn exactly been smooth sailing.

Tell me whats happening and tell me how ure feeling,
coz i won't know if ure not telling!

Confused and puzzled.

This is a sucky post during a sucky lunch break, stuck at a sucky place
in a sucky day smack in the middle of a sucky week.

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Friday, May 9, 2008

Where I have been for the past week

To my loyal readers out there, sorry for the one week hiatus. I was busy soaking in the jeppun culture! I suppose a picture speaks a thousand words, so I'll post some photos with a brief description instead.

Tokyo tower! Pretty boring actually, I din go up the observation deck though, its 14bucks! Haha come to think of it, I din went up taipei101 nor Petronas either. This tower just sticks like a sore thumb though, unlike the Eiffel Tower which has a river and a park and scenic spots nearby. Tokyo tower is just situated smack in the middle of an urban mess. and the shopping mall underneath the tower just destroys all pleasing aesthetics of the structure! A waste of time actually.. haha

Temple Zojoji. Totally unrealistic!! Founded A.D889. Designated National Treasure. 6 of the 15 tokugawa shoguns buried here. In the garden, there are trees planted by the General Grant, 18th President of the USA during his official visit. Woohooo!! Another one planted by Bush Snr. Tree planting eh, Fion:) Anw these grounds are sacred. Theres an unexplainable serene and calm peace within the temple grounds, despite it being just beside the lousy Tokyo tower and a large motorway.

Imperial Palace, where the present royal family still lives! Inner palace out of bounds though, but the garden is already nice enough! Japanese culture at its best, the gardens, tiled roofs, water bodies. A pity though it was drizzling when I was visiting.

There are swans gliding lazily across the moat surrounding the palace grounds. These beautiful birds and the kois really examplified Japanese waterscape pond culture!

Stuck outside the Palace gates. They will only open 2 days in the entire calendar. 2nd Jan (New Year) and 23rd Dec (Emperor's Birthday) The entire imperial household will meet the citizens at the balcony! how cool is that man

Tokyo-Edo Museum. This was taken inside the replica of Kabuki Theatre. Apparently during the Tokyo-Edo era, Kabuki Theatre is already very popular. They have certain tiered seats, the upper class, merchants, working class sitting designations etc etc, and the instruments and costumes are really elaborate!! This picture is a tribute to the dong dong chiang dunman dudes who have became my closest friends over the past decade. Doesn't the gong remind you of a certain weekly Tuesday afternoon activity?

This is what a replica of a shop during the Tokyo-Edo era. The Japanese are really famed for their wood block printing. 12 to 16 separate wooden blocks are used to print a certain picture! They are also adept at mixing colours etc. The grand prize of the Sumo tournament of the entire Japan is a personalised wood block printing of the winner's portrait, with his name on it. It is said the price of these winner's art pieces are worth the combined cost of houses of an entire DISTRICT!

Ah, bento time!! The Japanese culture is very anal about wasting time . Business students will know the notorious kaizen mode of cost savings etc. As such, Tokyo frowns upon slow lunches, hence the bento. These are an integral part of the working class tokyotites' diet. The variety is unrealistic! And I personally vouch for the standards of these fare. They can taste better than some food offered in our local Jap restaurants! Fion!! Are you looking at these? Lunch is supposed to be at least these! not milo and biscuits;) Glad your present company is 'forcing' you to eat better:P


AH look at their cup noodles!! The soup is akin to Ajisen Ramen's level! And there's meat too!! Do you know instant noodles are invented by Momofuku Ando, founder of Nissin Foods? Eh Nanchaku Gang, just when you think Taiwan's instant noodles are unrealistic, The land of the original Ramen still sets the standards.

Fion, I thought of the beans at your place the moment I came across this at the supermarket!! They literally sprout the dou miao from the beans, and just sold it unprocessed! Glad your little bean sprout is growing well though:)

Kaminarimon, outter gate of Sensoji Temple, Asakusa. The oldest and most sacred of temples in Tokyo. Built on-site AD645. It survived the world wars, earthquakes etc etc!! And look at the crowd man! Taking advantage of the week long public holiday, Japanese from all over the country came over for prayers and more. It is said to work really well! I prayed, we shall see;) Sekali the gods only accept Japanese prayers, lol. Shucks
Asakusa side streets. As you can see, its lined full of eateries! Full of authentic Jap food, its not those touristy kinds. The majority of the foodies here are Japanese! A cold Jap beer and yakiniku, takopachi, tempura , ramen etc. Bring an anorexic here and he/she's healed totally;)

View from Sensoji main hall. There's the pagoda and the carp streamers fluttering in the winds. The next day is Boy's day! Its a national holiday where the nation celebrates Children's (Boys) Day. Households will fly those streamers and display the Samurai armor and helmet. Don't worry though, Japan is not sexist, Girls day is on 3Mar, though it is not a national holiday. For once, the girls don't get it;P

The crowd at Sensoji Shrine again. Fascinating! I am so lucky to be able to experience the Jap culture firsthand.

This is the entire street between Sensoji, main temple and Kaminarimon, outer gate. Ridiculous long by itself already, and coupled with the crowd, it took us an hour just to walk from the outer gate to the temple itself. But the entire street is lined with Japanese rice crackers, dango, macha, redbean cakes and many sovenirs!!

Meiji Shrine!! One of the most popular and sacred shrine in Tokyo. We were so lucky that while visiting, we managed to catch a REAL wedding procession taking place!! This is the traditional Jap Wedding thingy. Totally unreal, it costs more than 50000SGD for the costume, priests, venue just for the ceremony! But I guess this is an event worthy of splurging lar. 50k just seems peanuts for the union with the love of your life!

Talking about love, this two old lovebirds are my parents!! Haha they remarked that the entire trip I am their cameraman, porter, guide etc. Not that I mind:))) Behind them are wishes from visitors to the shrine. People will just write their wishes onto the wooden block provided and hang it behind those panels. I had wanted to write something too, but I reckoned 500Yen to put a Singaporean wish for a Japanese shrine to bless is just too darn gekgian.

Main hall of the shrine. Aren't those Samurai armor majestic?! Too bad the inner hall is off limits to visitors, only Shinto priests can access. Wasted!!

Japanese Sake! These is a replica of the old sake storage vats. I personally cant appreciate alcohol. To me, sake just tastes like rice vinegar. But this potent little drink does wonders! 3small cup and you are knocked out. It is said that surgeons of the past used sake during the WW II where anesthesia is low in supply! Tsu tsu tsu, maybe this will solve all your problems! WAHAHA
Japanese flower arrangement! Really an art! Flowers are already nice by themselves, the Japs just brought it up another level with the complementary arrangements. Its colourful without being too loud, gives people a sense of peacefulness, and the quiet grounds further adds to the mood too! niceee
My favourite of the lot!! Simple design, simply beautiful! Feels so comfortable just by looking at the picture. Fion, looking at the photo now, the bonsai reminds me of you and your tree;)

Takeshita Street, young people's street! Totally crowded, totally trendy, totally suitable for shopaholics and fashionistas. I shopped till darn shagged!! Bought a total of.. 1 can of soda, haha! The aching muscles are due to fighting to walk through the crowd. Joleen, you will totally adore this street man!!

Akihabara, electronic town!! Techies paradise. Take Simlim square, decrease costs by a significant bit, multiply the size by a few hundred times. All the buildings you see in this picture are Simlim sized electronic malls! And this is just a side street!! These goes on for the entire district! The stuff here are really cheap compared to Singapore, because Japan is so technologically advanced, stuff that might be outdated there might not actually have been launched yet in Singapore!

Place where we tried the heavenly yakiniku!! The literal translation of the shopfront is 'BBQ meat three thousand miles'. You can smell the BBQ across the street! Wah the meat is unrealistic!! So succulent, a nice blend of marbled fat and meat, some high quality beef and pork. The sound of meat sizzling on a chargrill metal mesh is music to my ears! Some leek and garlic, a little soy sauce, this is my idea of the Last Supper man!!! The cost is a little bomb though, but thats the whole idea of travelling with parents!! haha just kidding.

Some street performer. Apparently he's darn good at it. There's a sizeable crowd in front of him, though I din catch it on camera. Very comical kind, marries singing with comedy. Everyone's practically choking over his jokes la! I would probably have joined in their laughter if I had know what exactly was he singing about. On a side note, Mr Kia, I thought of you the moment I see this fella. It seemed the EXACT attire you would wear, exact stuff you would do, HAHAHA

Ichigo Bliss!! Fion, after some consultation and tasting with a few boxes of these, I think I am getting it le;) Haha for those who don't know this heavenly dessert, just step into any Mos Burger outlet and order it! It is much cheaper and nice in Japan. I accidentally left one box at the refrigerator instead of the freezer, and it actually tastes MUCH BETTER when the strawberry is soft but still cold!!

Tsukiji Fish market, world famous wet fish market in Tokyo!! The seafood here is unbelievably fresh! The variety and quantity of marine produce is crazy lar. From those hideous looking underwater creatures, giant calms, eels, fish, sharks, to the main stream tunas salmons etc, this place has it all. That is my hand in comparison with the biggest tuna head I have ever seen. My hand, as you all know, isn't exactly considered small, that fish head is just plain ridiculous lar!!
The fish body needs a pushcart the length of 1.5 person, and the fishmonger needs to wield a halberd to process the fish! Btw the halberd is a two handed big assed knife.


Restaurants just beside the fish market, as expected, the seafood is unbelievably fresh! You can get certain species of scallops, calms and even octopus live! Imagine the tentacles all chopped up and yet still squirming in your plate!! A whole new experience man! And Fion, its this place that serves the different cuts of tuna and you all time favourite Salmon sashimi! Haha you should be there to experience it man!! We shall see lar ah;)

Taken at the airport transit area. This is just so symbolic of the Japanese culture. Exotic, mysterious and ass-kicking at the same time! That pretty much sums up my trip:) Oh on a side note, my return flight had some problems, so United Airlines kindly transferred us to All Nippon Airways for our flight to Singapore, with a seat upgrade!! Woohoo!! All I can say is that, ANA is just slightly below Singapore Airlines man. And I meant it as a compliment. The food is good, service top notch, and the air stewardesses are really hot! If not for the Kebaya and the inflight entertainment, SQ might not be able to compare to ANA's service quality.

All in all, its been a pretty good trip. Though there are times where I felt like a 23yr old lightbulb with the 2 old lovebirds. A pity din get to explore the night life. 1 person lar, I scared. Would have been interesting though!

Mum was saying that this is probably a recce trip for me. She already surmised that I'll be back either this year end or the next. Mums ah, they have a knack for predicting the pretty OBVIOUS. lol!!

So heres to you all, you and of course you:) I already have some lobangs for the tickets. LETS VISIT JAPAN AGAIN SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE!!!

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Monday, April 28, 2008

From another world

Just came back from a 7am morning workout. Been ages since I have woken up so early just to workout. Feels good, its especially therapeutic when running at your own pace, with the music blasting in the earphones, a slight morning breeze by the sea and the gentle sun just warming the horizon.

After the run while walking back home, I was in a serene state of mind. It was just across the road where the morning traffic and human crowds outrace each other in their frantic bid to start the day. It seemed that I was looking across from another world.

A great start to a great day=)

I hope I can do this everyday!!

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Interesting Comments and insights

In deference to my previous post on the jerks and geeks, here are a few interesting comments.

" All guys have the potential to stray, you never know lo "

Isn't that a tad too over-generalising? The fact that a handful of cases happening around one does not warrant such a statement. There are many jerks around, I'll give you that. But likewise, there are many bitches around! During days of the army where people trade stories about the rifle, the women and the bookout timings, many a times, we have heard stories of the opposite gender straying, succumbing to temptations etc etc..

Even That does NOT give us guys that liberty to over generalise the behavioural traits of the opposite gender! That statement is inherently wrong, and I personally am able to cite numerous examples to blast that statement right into the space debris of the stratosphere.

From another perspective though, 'having the potential' does make some sense if you nitpick. But that statement would have to change to include Everyone. Afterall, the rallying cry for equality does apply to both sides of the gender, not?

" You know his past what, what makes you think you will change him into a Saint? Chances are, you will just become another statistic "

Woohoo, I can feel the scorn behind every word of that statement. Well, I don't totally disagree. But who knows? Going into a relationship, I guess the basics is that one must level with the other party. Besides, he might be a jerk in the past, but you might just be the 'cure' he needs! On the other hand though, having said that, you do go in with your eyes open, anything goes, you only have yourself to blame. You have been forewarned.

" So free go online, cannot help me with the housework ah?! "

Now that IS a statement I totally disagree, but you see, I need to earn my keep.. Besides, incurring the wrath of the matron of the household is a bad move, regardless of whoever is right.

Pass me the bloody broom.

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A or B?

With my papers over last Wednesday, I managed to catch up with many different groups of friends over the past few days. And invariably, as with all friends, we will gossip about how whoever's doing, his paycheck, her firm, his faculty, her grades etc. Of course, the juiciest bits are usually 'so and so are attached, so and so broke up.'

And so.. here are 2 separate stories about the juicy stuff! Identities are not disclosed for confidential purposes. If you know, you know.

1) A guy broke up with his girlfriend of 3 years just because he wanted a break to see if they are really meant for each other, when in actual fact, he's interested in another girl and might have been jio-ing her le, when he has not totally made a clean break with his girlfriend.

2) A certain person sent presents and a card to a female colleague on job, asking if he can know her better, when he is bloody attached with his girlfriend. That same female colleague is also receiving unwanted advances from another guy who just knows her on msn, but at the same time, is also attached.

Guys, any explanations for this absurd behaviour? This is a totally ridiculous situation! Many times there are numerous promises made in a relationship, and of course broken promises aplenty too. Well that is understandable to a certain extent, but this?! Its betrayal, adultry, torture, mental extortion all rounded into one! If any one of you guys are my friend, you had better not let me hear wind of it. As per my previous post on the punching incident, right now I wouldn't hesitate to give you a right hook if you so darn need some wakeup call.

This type of guys are just scum who needs to be put in line.

On the other hand however, can you blame these guys? Afterall, the girlfriends of these guys went into a relationship with their eyes open. Well, I agree that people and values do change over time, but to put it bluntly, you girls have just made a wrong valuation of the guy you chose then, didn't you?

Lets look at another hypothetical example, this is interesting.

GuyA is a total geek. He believes in a long lasting relationship, and he's so shy that he happened to 'stumble' into only 1 relationship previously, He did not jio her, nor she jio him, it just happened. A big sigh though, due to NS and many factors rolled into one, it finally did not work out after 2 plus years.

GuyB is a flamboyant popular fella with a glib tongue. He changes his partner ever so frequently. He is the heartthrob of a handful of girls, and an eye candy to many more others. He believes in trying out r'ships to find out the right one, so it doesn't matter to him if there are numerous past girls who don't cut it.

Now to the girls reading this out there, who will you choose? GuyA or B? I surmise a resounding exclaim for GuyA. Ponder this for a moment though. In reality, who will be the guy that keeps getting the girls? GuyA is probably gonna be single for a long long time, GuyB is probably gonna be attached for a long long time, albeit with many different girls.

So, is it really wrong for guys to adopt the GuyB mentality? Since being good and true wouldn't bring you anywhere? Whereas being a jerk actually DOES get you somewhere?

P.S. GuyA and GuyB are adopted from true stories. Again in this case, if you know, you know.

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Disappointed with myself

Eh this cannot be the case ah...
WTF WAS I THINKING?!!!

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The easy way out

I need to spend a while getting this out of my system before I can fully concentrate on the task at hand.

It was this afternoon that me and Weiloong have decided that we will get an MC and skip the paper for tomorrow. I guess the severe lack of sleep for the past few days and the thought that today would be another long drawn battle again, made me a relatively easy person to be persuaded to skip 307 tomorrow.

I was very uncomfortable with the idea at first, but with the conditions that I was in then, it was really tempting. And with that, I went back home to nap for a few hours. Its amazing how that few hours of sleep can do yo your brain. It brought back clarity and reasoning. But by then, it was in the evenings, and having wasted your entire afternoon sleeping when you should have been preparing for the papers, it further adds on the inertia to not go ahead with your revision.

Thanks to you, I have realised the folly of my actions. I almost committed a big big mistake by taking the easy way out. What was I thinking?!!

Fion, what would I have done if not for you.

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Fight Club Singapore

The number of entries in my blog seem to increase exponentially during the exams period huh. I'll try to keep this frequency up after the next 4 days, but don't hold your breath though. Who still sits by the computer after their papers?! haha.

Went out with Fion yesterday evening, spending quality time and as usual, chatting on a whole wide range of interesting topics, the highlight of which is.. " What will the Police do if you are punched?"

The 'reasonable man' on the street would have exclaimed a resounding "Catch you lar, DUH!" But surprises ole surprises, what the police would probably do, is to just take down particulars and "Eh kids, don't play play ah!" and vroom back to their HQ in their shiny new Subaru WRX for Bak Chor Mee and another round of PS2. *looks sheepishly at Mr Loo*

HUH? U mean being walloped in the mouth, losing a few front teeth and requiring stitches on a split lip is non-seizable?! I guess the majority of you who are reading this right now, would exhibit cognitive reactions along the lines of WTF?! Or its dialect equivalent, SMLJ?!

Well, on the other hand, if the police were to handle every case of small fist fights and arguments, wouldn't they be overtaxed to the extreme? I guess a fine balance has to be struck as to what warrants immediate action versus an after-action.

Anyway here's the link to the report, amuse yourselves with it!
Will police act if you're punched? It's not so simple

Hmm, I am not saying anything, but Mr Zhang, in any event the "I feel so pekchek that I wana key that fella's car who almost caused an accident in the carpark" situation crops up again, the above link proposes a totally enticing solution to your dilemmas.

And to all the potential victims who might be bullied, Don't worry. To utilise a singlish phrase that's close to heart, "if that fella ch-eng you, ch-eng him back, mian kei kee"

Having said that, I am looking for volunteers in an ensuing experiment. I promise to give just one black eye, split lips and 3 broken front teeth. Takers?

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Friday, April 18, 2008

Travelling

I know I am supposed to be studying, but instead, I am surfing the webby of the places I want to visit in the near/far future!! Starting to day-dream again!! Haha here are some places I'll wana set foot in.. with that bunch of yous, you and of course, you=). Aiyah, you people know yourselves lar ;)

Europe! Woohooo!
The Theatre of Dreams
Istanbul, Turkey
Santorini, Greece
Sognefjord, NorwayAurora Borealis, Norway

So many places, so little cash!!

Plan A: Get a laserjet and start printing the greenback
Plan B: Rob Bedok Bank
Plan C: Get back to Derivatives BF307

I chose: C...

&@#*$%

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