Readers are not expected to understand this entry...

I am physically tired, mentally drained and frigging sad at this point in time.

But for now..

I wana shout out to the sea.

I wana punch someone.

I wana kaobei the Ah Bengs downstairs, and give a 1x good one to the first fella who dares to even whimper.

I wana walk across the ECP blindfolded.

I wana go to the brink of death, just to see my life flash past me, just to find out who's really important to me, just to wonder if those so called survivors are talking bullshit.

I wana get my life back.

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