i guess tt'll have to wait..

wanted to blog this shit but din realli have time till nw..
juz monday morning a resident of hall5 left us..
a seemingly healthy young man of 21..
he passed away in his sleep..

n here i am.. comtemplating abt ice falls climbing in china..
a relatively high risk activity, aggravated by my lack in physical conditioning
n a mediocre knowledge in that activity, with a minimal level of climbing experience

" SIAO AH! 你找死啊?! "

forms filled in, promises made, reservations done, but when it comes down to
the final purchasing of the tickets.. those few words kept popping up..

sorry man brother.. the passion is still there, but the appetite is gone for nw..

the time when my conditioning lowers e risk instead of increasing it,
the time when i finally settle BMC1,
the time when i feel like "su kah le whack" again
thats the time we'll go for our expedition again..

May the time arrive sooner than later!!

business 101(2)

i deliberated for awhile in a possible 'venture'
and when i had finally made e call, the dateline is over.. the chance gone..
deres another window of opportunity tmr.. HOWEVER it requires OCBC credit cards..

lesson learnt:

do not procrastinate, for u dunno when it'll slip u by

calculating the risks is not enough, its having the courage to accept them

prepare urself for e next venture, tt means capital, forms of communications, and means of procurement such as.. the OCBC credit card #$%@

"to err is normal, its e ability to learn tt makes us extraodinary.. however, to keep err-ing and learning is just farked up" - Mr Kanakanacheebeh

business 101

Riding on e scions of the many startups by my frens all over e place..
suddenly i have this business plan..
but while its feasible, it can be questionable in certain areas.
haha n thus this quote is born..

世上没有不能赚的钱， 只有不该赚的钱

friends..

hahaha to some of u readers out dere.. u might have experienced some issues wid regards to e friends ard u.. LOL.. im NOT gonna comment on tt.. on the contary.. in no order of importance, im gonna use this post to give appreciation and thanks to some of them around me=)

the 3 plus 1 cockanadens tt i came to noe fr dhsco.. if e word 'brothers' applies, it would be e closest word to describe u guys(other than my own younger brother la..duh).. to mervyn yuwei weisheng n kiabor, in the long years of growing up, i thank you for being there everytime i need u guys.. and i wan u guys to noe tt ill be dere for u anitime, juz as u had done for me..

other ppl i came to know fr co.. aaron lirong wanxuan jennifer lin na marcus wesley wanyie grace tsz shan yunxin n many others.. for all e misgivings i have towards the organisation and the management itself.. haha u guys noe e certain old man im talking abt.. LOL.. it is u ppl here who injected fun and laughter into those mundane practices n rehearsals.. who made life interesting under e grumpy old man.. HAHA

next, mr lee weiloong.. n also mr chan yijian.. 2buddies tt i came to noe betta during those long army days.. 1 became my roomie, the other became 1 of my closest fren.. i thank you for being dere for me, for giving so selflessly when i need u, for listening to my grouses and kaobei-ing.. ( n i noe i kaobei alot.. haha) and for e all lil stuff and gestures tt u guys have shown me..

the ocs dudes.. espec ppl like hongwei weihong zeyan.. even zhanghan darrel john etc etc.. u guys made a difference to my life then, the warmth and sincerity tt i had experienced then is not sth tt will be forgotten in a long long time.. though some of u i onli seen once a yr, our gathering alwis seems as if we juz got separated ytd..

ppl i came to know fr vjc.. my 'best friend' xuebao, fiona, pk, tecko, ivan.. some of whom i rarely talked to alr, but take it upon myself to somehow send a sms or a greeting once in a while, for they are those who mattered..

ntuodac friends.. munir chyekiat weizhen jieyang yihui ky firdaus dennis ruyan weisi n many more.. some closer to me than others i must admit, but all whom treated me sincerely and genuinely somehow or another.. i guess ntuodac, in my opinion, is a betta place due to u guys being there.. fr e bottom of my heart.. juz wana say i appreciate u for all the friendship uve shown me.. thanks..

new bizmag subcom frns.. jason joy weehian yisin serene, though i dun noe u guys on very personal terms yet.. ill like to tink tt we hit it off pretty well yar.. hope our friendship continues to grow.. i have high hopes in us being closer in the near future.. however.. DUN bug me abt whos tt in e picture.. i wish to tell u.. but NO time u see.. hahaha..

my ntu classmates.. kwek!! and of course kokping simon eleana siewyin qipee jayne huifang wanying.. life would have been less than 1/2 as fun if u ppl weren't ard last yr.. haha we'll still see each other ard sch yar.. may our friendship stay strong alwis..




hey guys, if u do read this entry, let it be that it brings a smile to ur face yar.. for tts e least i could do.. juz letting u noe ure appreciated..

in the long and winding road called life, im glad our paths met=)

a reason..

everything happens for a reason..
at time u find them and at times u dun..
at times u understand and at times u dun..

the agrieved family is deprived of justice because the judge said no..
but in saying 'no', he said 'yes' to the accused's chance of redemption?

a patient is denied a chance at a 2nd life because the doctor said no..
but in saying 'no', he granted another suitable transplant patient a new lease of life?

a guy is rejected of the chance to be his gf because she said no..
but in saying 'no', some other guys got a chance instead?

this lil boy got his candy because u gave it to him instead of her..
but this lil girl is deprived of that lollipop because u gave it to him instead?

the early bird catches the worm first, but the early worm gets sent to see its maker first?

ever heard of the starfish story?
to this starfish that the kid threw back into e sea, it made a difference, but in doing so, he deprived another starfish the chance of being thrown back into the sea.

well, nobody said about understanding it.. juz accept life as it is..
because well, things happen for a reason, even if u dun know the reasoning behind it..