Give it to me, u swine!

i went to my brother's comms parade 2days ago.. n woah.. e feeling is still e same ah..
haha e same parade square, e same drills, e same fanfare.. even the rain pattern oso e same sia!rain whole afternoon, den drizzle till form-up.. den juz before bugle call, e rain stopped..


n with a few hormats n a check bang here check bang there, 67/07 was charged to carry their duties... as officers of the Singapore Armed Forces.. YES SIR!


5604 bravo brothers.. sounds familiar eh?? hope u dudes all doing fine=)
meetup tis sunday 231207! contact LTA(NS) lee chian ming for more details!! cya!!!

The pursuit of happyness

nope.. tts not a typo.. its spelled 'happyness'

well, its e title of a show on the life story of Chris Gardner, im sure the title more than explains itself on what it is about.. while its powerful msg is not lost on me, it does however bring up many questions which i struggled with myself till this day..

theres a particularly powerful scene of wall street, where the corporate highfliers plying their trade seems all smiles and happy with their life. its a scene which will probably only hold true in the world of movies.. of the many times u get to interact with ur peers, parents and juz friends around you, how many complain abt studies, work and life in general? how many are genuinely happy with their life rite now?

In many instances, ive heard people complaining abt how sad their fate is, and how they are being forced to run the rat race. to them, i would like to post a pertinent question. Why run?

Indeed, why run? in the many years of education, we are told that equipping ourselves with more knowledge, we are able to seek out a better life and future for ourselves. we are told that ultimately, we are working towards that happyness that we craved since young.

now pause a while, hold it right dere.. why then, the more we study, the more we garner knowledge and experiences and progress further in life in itself, we seem less and less satisfied with life itself?

"the older i am, the more unhappy i get and the more i complain.." doesn tt seem so familiar these days? well, aren we supposed to be working towards happyness? why then are we getting less and less happy?

to many opponents of this notion they would say, well u have to put in the amount of hardwork and grit to attain the holy grail.. hmm.. well, is that road to genuine happyness a road fraught with sorrows and sadness? isn it ironic then, to finally get ur hands on happyness, u must first stuff ur pockets full of sorrows and disappointments?

ok den, so be it if we needa work hard for it.. but juz for the innocuous mind, how do we know if we arrived? what would be the scale of measurement? cash? spending power? sense of achievement? fulfillment?

"nope, ull juz know it when u arrived"

hmmm, sounds juz about right.. but hold on, if happyness is ur personal benchmark, if its wad u set for yourself.. why shldn u go easy on urself and reach that benchmark everyday or even every min of ur life? if its true then, dun the previous notion of attaining happyness thru hard work n all tt dun count, if uld juz lower ur benchmark?

to surmarise all tt, if happyness is the carrot, we wld be the donkey.. we move on in life, spurned on by the belief that we'll attain our ideal. but our ideal keeps moving away from us..

well den, so how to get that happyness we so crave?

in the long winding road called life, perhaps all we need to do is to pause and ponder, perhaps happyness is alwis around, we juz needa reach for it behind our backs..

Week 0, D minus 3

its finally here~
GAME ON!

A loser

what would u do if.. while sending a gal back to her hall, u chanced upon ur sec sch fren whos driving, n he asks if u wan a lift?

a) say bye to ur fren, n send her back
b)say bye to the gal, n hop onto e car

I chose.. B

wad an unrealistic LOSER.. wahahahahaha

to: Mr God's gift

Mr God's gift,
heres some food for thought for u..

how does it feel? when for e whole yr, uve been working so hard to exclude those mistakes, den at the end of the day, u realise that the mistake is actualli YOU?

well.. its probably still too far for u to realise it now, given the microscopic view tt ure adorned with.. but be forewarned, those 'mistakes' will come back to haunt u.. tt i can assure u..

Disclaimer: "God's gift" is a coined nickname. No religious connotations is intended. Any interpretation otherwise is regretted.

i guess tt'll have to wait..

wanted to blog this shit but din realli have time till nw..
juz monday morning a resident of hall5 left us..
a seemingly healthy young man of 21..
he passed away in his sleep..

n here i am.. comtemplating abt ice falls climbing in china..
a relatively high risk activity, aggravated by my lack in physical conditioning
n a mediocre knowledge in that activity, with a minimal level of climbing experience

" SIAO AH! 你找死啊?! "

forms filled in, promises made, reservations done, but when it comes down to
the final purchasing of the tickets.. those few words kept popping up..

sorry man brother.. the passion is still there, but the appetite is gone for nw..

the time when my conditioning lowers e risk instead of increasing it,
the time when i finally settle BMC1,
the time when i feel like "su kah le whack" again
thats the time we'll go for our expedition again..

May the time arrive sooner than later!!

business 101(2)

i deliberated for awhile in a possible 'venture'
and when i had finally made e call, the dateline is over.. the chance gone..
deres another window of opportunity tmr.. HOWEVER it requires OCBC credit cards..

lesson learnt:

do not procrastinate, for u dunno when it'll slip u by

calculating the risks is not enough, its having the courage to accept them

prepare urself for e next venture, tt means capital, forms of communications, and means of procurement such as.. the OCBC credit card #$%@

"to err is normal, its e ability to learn tt makes us extraodinary.. however, to keep err-ing and learning is just farked up" - Mr Kanakanacheebeh

business 101

Riding on e scions of the many startups by my frens all over e place..
suddenly i have this business plan..
but while its feasible, it can be questionable in certain areas.
haha n thus this quote is born..

世上没有不能赚的钱， 只有不该赚的钱

friends..

hahaha to some of u readers out dere.. u might have experienced some issues wid regards to e friends ard u.. LOL.. im NOT gonna comment on tt.. on the contary.. in no order of importance, im gonna use this post to give appreciation and thanks to some of them around me=)

the 3 plus 1 cockanadens tt i came to noe fr dhsco.. if e word 'brothers' applies, it would be e closest word to describe u guys(other than my own younger brother la..duh).. to mervyn yuwei weisheng n kiabor, in the long years of growing up, i thank you for being there everytime i need u guys.. and i wan u guys to noe tt ill be dere for u anitime, juz as u had done for me..

other ppl i came to know fr co.. aaron lirong wanxuan jennifer lin na marcus wesley wanyie grace tsz shan yunxin n many others.. for all e misgivings i have towards the organisation and the management itself.. haha u guys noe e certain old man im talking abt.. LOL.. it is u ppl here who injected fun and laughter into those mundane practices n rehearsals.. who made life interesting under e grumpy old man.. HAHA

next, mr lee weiloong.. n also mr chan yijian.. 2buddies tt i came to noe betta during those long army days.. 1 became my roomie, the other became 1 of my closest fren.. i thank you for being dere for me, for giving so selflessly when i need u, for listening to my grouses and kaobei-ing.. ( n i noe i kaobei alot.. haha) and for e all lil stuff and gestures tt u guys have shown me..

the ocs dudes.. espec ppl like hongwei weihong zeyan.. even zhanghan darrel john etc etc.. u guys made a difference to my life then, the warmth and sincerity tt i had experienced then is not sth tt will be forgotten in a long long time.. though some of u i onli seen once a yr, our gathering alwis seems as if we juz got separated ytd..

ppl i came to know fr vjc.. my 'best friend' xuebao, fiona, pk, tecko, ivan.. some of whom i rarely talked to alr, but take it upon myself to somehow send a sms or a greeting once in a while, for they are those who mattered..

ntuodac friends.. munir chyekiat weizhen jieyang yihui ky firdaus dennis ruyan weisi n many more.. some closer to me than others i must admit, but all whom treated me sincerely and genuinely somehow or another.. i guess ntuodac, in my opinion, is a betta place due to u guys being there.. fr e bottom of my heart.. juz wana say i appreciate u for all the friendship uve shown me.. thanks..

new bizmag subcom frns.. jason joy weehian yisin serene, though i dun noe u guys on very personal terms yet.. ill like to tink tt we hit it off pretty well yar.. hope our friendship continues to grow.. i have high hopes in us being closer in the near future.. however.. DUN bug me abt whos tt in e picture.. i wish to tell u.. but NO time u see.. hahaha..

my ntu classmates.. kwek!! and of course kokping simon eleana siewyin qipee jayne huifang wanying.. life would have been less than 1/2 as fun if u ppl weren't ard last yr.. haha we'll still see each other ard sch yar.. may our friendship stay strong alwis..




hey guys, if u do read this entry, let it be that it brings a smile to ur face yar.. for tts e least i could do.. juz letting u noe ure appreciated..

in the long and winding road called life, im glad our paths met=)

a reason..

everything happens for a reason..
at time u find them and at times u dun..
at times u understand and at times u dun..

the agrieved family is deprived of justice because the judge said no..
but in saying 'no', he said 'yes' to the accused's chance of redemption?

a patient is denied a chance at a 2nd life because the doctor said no..
but in saying 'no', he granted another suitable transplant patient a new lease of life?

a guy is rejected of the chance to be his gf because she said no..
but in saying 'no', some other guys got a chance instead?

this lil boy got his candy because u gave it to him instead of her..
but this lil girl is deprived of that lollipop because u gave it to him instead?

the early bird catches the worm first, but the early worm gets sent to see its maker first?

ever heard of the starfish story?
to this starfish that the kid threw back into e sea, it made a difference, but in doing so, he deprived another starfish the chance of being thrown back into the sea.

well, nobody said about understanding it.. juz accept life as it is..
because well, things happen for a reason, even if u dun know the reasoning behind it..

found~

finally~
a company tt fits my ideals and philosophies..

CCA records are probably sufficient,
external activities should be good enough,
now i just need my academics to wrap it up nicely..


"One Firm"
here i come...

of highs and lows

we din get in..
SIGH.. we had high hopes going into the competition.. but i guess the betta team got in..

in retrospect, we can possibly take consolation in e fact that onli 1 team made it into the finals. Of the entire playing field of the international preliminary rounds, comprising of teams from MIT to tsinghua etc etc, only 1 team of 2NUS students got in.. so.. WAY TO GO SINGAPORE!! though i only wished tt it was my team instead.. haha

it has been a bad start to the term huh.. first is odac.. next up is e case competition.. haiz.. seems like e time n efforts spent during e 1st part of e sem had just garnered not much returns at all.. wad a disappointment..

well then.. tt means ill juz have to work harder for e upcoming challenges..

the stakes just have gotten higher.. now i juz need to up my own levels..

weiloong, sharon n aaron, we'll get to the podium e nxt time.. ill see to that..

I will overcome adversity with courage, fortitude and determination.

directions

hihi

its been a long while since i updated! haha not tt life's been boring ( on the contary, its been veri exciting!) juz tt im too lazy to update.. lol

nwae school's starting real soon, so i guess all the suppers n slacking n "LJ daijis" (guai lan gang will noe wad i mean.. haha) will haf to make way for tutorials n tests..

all in all, its been a great 3months! the Stong trip, Pumpfest07, ATC saikang, unisono concert saikang, FOOT07 (CASKAS!!!) and my upcoming jap exams, its been an eventful summer vacation=) oh n i almost forgot to mention the 2accidents, one not being my fault, the other being entirely my fault -_-, n all those LJ daijis, meetups n suppers=)

time flies! i guess gd times have to end.. but deres alwis new stuff to look forward to though!!

so heres my commitments n plan for the upcoming semesters=)

hahaha im writing them down here juz so i can remain commited, n that u guys can remind or slam me whenever im detracting fr my goals=) so thanks lots!!

1) grades wise-> abt time i realise my potential (n u guys too! im sure all of u ppl could do it!!) im gonna aim for an unrealistic GPA tis sem.. a >4.75 would be gd.(dere are those who did it.. trust me, ive lived wid a 4.867 for 1 sem-_-) well i'll need all ur help out dere, pls whack me on e head whenever im slacking yar!

2) im tinking of running for odac main comm, mayb biz mag? of course that would be subjected to many other considerations, but as of now, juz whack!! most imptly though, is whether odac wans me.. whahaha-_-

3) business case competition 2007.. with such a zai team setup, we had betta go far man! hahaha so kwek, loong n aaron, if ure seeing tis, lets rock n roll!!

4)I-cube stock challenge'07, if dere is.. time to put some stuff ive learned to e test=)

5) 4 runs tis yr.. namely, AHM, terryfox, real run, n stanchart.. kinda ambitious considering my lvl of fitness now, but hey, dun deprive a lil fat boy of his dreams yar! wahahahaha!! nwae i signed em up alr, so deres no turning back.. haha talk abt practical actions man!

6) YEP nepal trip!! tis yr end, lobang courtesy of weiloong's.. i realli hope it materialises man.. muahahahaa keeping my fingers crossed!!

7) guai lan gang's annual getawae!! redang!! wahahaha.. oso if got time, can factor in norman's liveonboard, n also the many trekking trips wid odac!!

8) tis one i haven asked, but i feel like helping out spring melody'08 nxt year.. surprise surprise eh?! hahaha thanks to unisono la.. now i gian to bia my own pattern oso.. wahaha kinda miss e stage a lil.. either i cong2 chu1 jiang1 hu2, or i lead my minions fr behind e scenes, more inclined towards the latter though.. lol..

9)Mr loong's "invasion" of dhs CIP club.. hope to support the operations nxt yr spring!

10) i feel like taking JLPT4 actualli.. but tt might be difficult, coz i needa source outside n join halfwae for the course.. alternatively, i can self studi, but tts probably not gonna work, i tink ill end up juz wasting the registration n exams fees.. wahaha.. tis option's probably gonna remain a KIV for now.. sian!!

lol.. tts all for now!! tts probably all i could take.. so looking forward to the new acad yr!! but for now.. needa tackle jappie exams this thursday!!! chiong ar!!!

hope,

the last of which Pandora shut out,
the worst of all potential evils,
because it is equated wid terrifying foreknowledge..

to have hope is to wish for better things to come,
to lose hope is to fall into despair..

however, to have hope and lose it then?

whats beyond hope?








emptiness...

5chinamen 1malay and 1indian

well an interesting event happened today after lunch.. as i was walking back from e canteen, i passed by 5chinamen hailing cabs.. and by a devious stroke of luck, Mr taxi happens to be a malay..

as luck would haf it, the world turns topsy turvy when peking duck meets soto ayam.. wahahaha.. i sat dn by the busstop, taking in the amusing sight.. and just as i was laffing to myself, Mr tiongkok spotted me.. argh shit.. but being the nice friendly n helpful singaporean tt i am, ive decided to help...


Mr tiongkok: 兄弟，帮个忙，告诉他我们要去国会大厦, 谢了啊！

me: 国会大厦? 在市中心，靠近新加坡河畔的国会大厦?

as i contemplate sending them to pasir ris fishermen village or maybe ulu pandan , juz for the fun of it.. ive decided tt i shall be nice..

Mr Malay: bro, where dey wana go ah?

me: eh bro, they wana go parliament building..

n so e three of em left..

well remember i mentioned dere were 5tiongkoks? as luck would haf it, another cab pulled up so quickly.. and i was just about to leave when..

tiongkok: 兄弟，再帮个忙好吗？

i turned around n realised.. this new Mr Taxi is an Indian!! hahaha i almost cracked up dere and then.. but still..

Mr Indian: eh bro, where e 1st cab gg?

Me: they gg parliament building

Mr Indian: ok thanks..

hahaha from this lil fiasco, several observations were made..
1) in a multicultural society, a common language is of utmost importance
2) the singapore education system has succeeded by introducing bilingualism
3) to whatever race, from whatever countries, we are all "Brothers or
兄弟"

but.. as i strained every nerve n cells in my cranium, what escapes me is tt...

what blardi business has 5tiongkoks gotta do wid e parliament house?

Equations of the day

mug + eat + slack + play + slp = uni life

substitute slack + play for mug x 2 = exam period

substitute mug for play = holiday period

substitute mug + slack + play + slp for eat = Mr Kia's Bdae treat=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR KIA!!! =)

my interesting childhood friends=)

e exam mood is at an all-time-high.. but so is my literary flow.. hahaha lemme intro u peeps to a grp of guys.. known as e dhsco rebels..

this group of guys played soccer in e lecture theatre by aiming for the gong, flushed down e entire dictionary n choked the canteen toilet, knocked down n broke the conductor stand, pon practise to watch bball match finals, camped overnight at the new music room to play PS and goal-kick..

the guys whom Ah Lao most probably would have wanted to get rid of, due to our disciplinary problems.. but probably couldn bear to, coz we are just too darn zai in our music..

gosh how i missed those days..

i missed e times we rush onto the courts, rain or shine, day or night, haze or clouds..

i missed e times we play bball, Uniform or PE shirt, Mr Ang or Mr Kiw, prefect or no prefect..

i missed e times we stank the mrt, or bus 12 wid our smelly PE attire, slung e most fashionable way thru e loop behind our bags..

i missed e time where we bring dn e high-jump mats n lazed on it, eating peanuts, talking cock, and taking turns to play blind bball..

i missed e time Mr Loo kicked e ball 3courts awae.. onli to have it chopped right into e rim..

i missed e times spent on all e overseas trips wid them.. from china to bintan to thailand to taiwan to panggerang to jb..

i missed e time Mr Bra spend 25yuan on his cup noodles..

i missed e time Mr Loo punctured my new ball on e 3rd friggin bounce..

i missed e time we search all over the neighbourhood for a kiddo's bag, only to have it picked up n handed over to e police station by a good samaritan..

i missed e time we were so panicky when Mr SWS lost his wallet, especially when he was e friggin treasurer and had hundreds on him.. only to breathe a sigh of relief when a nice junior scout returned it to the general office..

i missed e times we went to Ah Lao's office to talk cock wid him..

i missed e times when we were preparing for our concerts, complaining day n night abt practices n rehearsals, but still turning up on time for them on e nxt day..

i missed e times where we were the first to arrive to load e instruments, and e last to leave after unloading em..

i missed e time where Mr SWS only played 4notes thru'out the entire concert..

i missed e time where we literally jumped for joy upon hearing e results of our SYF competition..

i missed e time where we celebrated our triumph by doing makeshift bbq behind Pebblebay condo, just beside the Tanjong Rhu river..

i missed e times where Mr Kia booked chalets for us, only to find it friggin difficult to collect money fr us later..

i missed e time we chitchat at Mr Bra's, fr potential girlfriends to gossips..

i missed e time we tong-ed "Black Force", onli to nearly vomit at e end of it..

i missed e time where we played risk.. onli to setup an alliance n made Mr SWS so friggin dulan..

i missed e times we watched soccer.. from Japan/Korea'02 to Germany'06..

i missed e time we betted during e semis n won.. only to half our profits by treating the others taiwanese cuisine..

i missed e times we spent destroying things n doing stupid stuff..

i missed e times we spent together..

Mr S and Ms J

juz came back fr Mr weiloong's.. watched a great match juz nw.. hmmm its strange how much feelings can be evoked from juz a simple game of 22guys chasing the ball.. well, technically its 20.. e keepers juz patrol their box.. frustration, determination, euphoria, joy, disappointment etc rolled into one.. lil wonder its been dubbed the beautiful game.. much can be learned fr it.. the team which were down 1-0 at half-time nv lost heart, n demolished their opponents 4-1.. great game..

well, talking abt losing heart, sumtimes its betta to juz let it go.. rather than clinging onto sumthing futile.. nope, im not talking abt ur tut notes and texts when e exams come.. ha ha tts lame.. yea i noe.. but tis is my blog.. so bugger off if u cant take my feeble attempts at triggering ur músculos facial..

since im in a lil blogging mood rite nw, lemme share wid u guys a story..

i have a frn whose persistence is legendary.. well lets call him S.. Mr S fell in love wid my realli-realli-gd frn since a long long time ago.. well lets call her J.. J plays a minute part in tis para.. we shall introduce her again ltr.. for nw, lets get back to S.. ok.. Mr S, whom hails fr e same sec sch fr me, is a nice boy.. lookswise he ok.. hes kinda smart.. hell no.. hes realli realli smart.. a high achiever of some sorts.. and whatever he lacked in stature, he more than made up in intellect..

lets bring back Ms J now.. well, Ms J hails fr a great sec sch too.. an all-girls.. looks wise, studies wise, she has it all.. probably not as smart as Mr S, but she can hold her own against any 1 of u who might be reading tis.. n tt says quite abit abt her..

Mr S ,Ms J and i were jc classmates.. well not an exactly fun jc.. i personally hated it.. but tts another story for another time.. n i'd betta keep within my line as a narrator in tis story, lest some of u intellectually challenged goons have some half-assed idea tt tis is some triangular sad-case-crap.. ok so Mr S n Ms J were classmates.. n some time in tt 2years, Mr S fell into a myriad of quandaries we termed love.. with none other than Ms J.. well aint tt sweet? alas, happily-ever-after is the stuff wid fairy tales tt we long grew out of.. and of course, it isn tt type of ending tt im writing here.. Mr S doesn get reciprocated! awwww... to many losers out dere.. me included (n i suspect some of whom are reading my blog nw..haha) tis is pretty normal.. ha ha.. well fret not, for e recent proliferation of match-making agencies is here to stay..

nwae, Mr S doesn lose heart.. he is determined tt he wld win her heart someday.. for 5years he tried ways and means to win her over.. but to no avail.. hold on readers, before u have ani sense of sympathy wid Mr S, lemme finish e story first yar.. fr flowers to stunts to gifts, fr postal to electronic to other instantaneous forms of communications, he tried.. to a guy who probably lived wid the mantra 'ill jus hafta try harder' there was never a time where he felt he shld gif up.. he fell into an obsession..

Ms J, on the other hand, was surprised initially.. but surprise turned to insouciance to indifference and subsequently exasperation.. Mr S's antics are affecting her life, physically and mentally.. she started feeling agitated at times, depressed at other instances.. she became afraid to talk to him, to face him, or even fearful of reading wadeva he had sent.. the frequent usage of 'im not the one for u" evidently doesn get through.. eventually, enough is enough.. she sent a long msg telling him tts it was, is and never will be possible between the 2 of em.. but alas, Mr S just doesn geddit..

And the story continues.. til tis day n time.. min n sec.. the saga goes on..

To Mr S, which part of "i will nv like u" did u not understand?!! yes i agree wid u that certain stuff can be approached wid dogged determination.. or even obsession.. but sadly tis world isn ur utopia.. it doesn juz farking revolve ard u.. dere will be stuff tt, no matter how hard u try, it will NEVER bear fruits.. dere will be stuff tt will NEVER materialise.. tt malnourished kid wid aids in africa will NEVER live till 5, tt tsunamis damage will NEVER be reversible, time will NEVER stop.. ok.. i digressed.. but u get e idea..

Mr S.. i agree wid ur choice, n i agree tt u haf excellent taste in choosing Ms J.. she is great gal to be wid.. even when she sent u e msg, she kept considering how u might felt.. shes realli nice..

but im not.. u can live in ur goddamned fairy tale world, tinking tt one day u might find happiness wid Ms J etc.. well tts ur problem.. u can lif in ur farking castles in e air for all i care.. but it becomes my problem when u farking affect the lives of others.. Ms J is 1 of my dearest frns, n i swear ill beat u to ur senses if u persist.. i believe i pack a gd wallop..

ur so called 'love' for her is the exact thing tts hurting her now! tt shld be quite clear to u now eh?? why cant u be e gentlemen tt we knew a long time ago? n juz let it go? wad happened to u? what isit tt u cant understand??? for goodness sake, my friend.. u were smart n intelligent n all tt.. for once.. pls use ur e=mc2 brains to tink thru wad ive said..

and for goodness sake.. pls wake up..

reminiscing the past..

in a lil blogging mood rite nw.. i noe im supposed to be studying.. but wadeva.. cant help it if i juz dun feel like it..

looking out of my hall window.. not too far awae.. lies a tower.. THAT tower.. as the flag flutters, my mind starts to wander..

the tower, tt iconic triangular structure,the place where we raced up, juz to see what is it tt we are serving for..

the warriors hall.. the place we reported to on our first day in, and the same place on our last day out..

those obstacles, where some had a hard time clearing, whereas others juz breezed thru w/o sweat..

the bunks, where our tired bodies come back after training, wanting to juz lie dn n rest, onli to hear the dreaded phrase "stand by bunk in 30mins!"

the instructors, from the one who got drunk, to the one who fell sick overseas, to the one who commanded us to tug at e friggin tree, n of course, the one who immortalised ,"eh, tis cannot be the case ah.." some of whom we had respect, others we laughed at..

the mission exercises, fr spade to dump-in, fr starlight to lancer, all of which we would curse and swear, onli to come out stronger and better..

the plt 'exercises', those scuffles we nv seem to haf enough.. fr our own plt, to plt 2, to alfred..

the band of brothers.. yes, w/o em it would not haf been even 1/2 as fulfilling..juz to name a few..

Mr lee, whose fungal infection was the worst tt can ever happen to a man..

Mr Chan, who can carry on talking before a mission, thru the mission and even after the mission..

Mr Lim, the guy wid the cheeb** mouth.. the no.1 hitman on our APC's list..

Mr Ngiam, whose presence was heard way before he was seen..

Mr Ngee, a keen spotter of coupons n discounts, who helped save countless pennies on our bookout meals..

Mr Zheng, who immortalised "the integrity of the section must NOT be compromised!", the guy who never leaves 3squares awae fr his buddy..

Mr Chua, that infamous buddy of Mr Zheng, the one guy who can never walk properly w/o falling.. and the ONLY one who made a big splash whilst crossing the assault bridge..

Mr "bung" Lee, who would come in during 'exercises' to give a resounding slap.. onli to be targetted next..

Mr Chia, nope not me, the other chia.. the one who bore e brunt of 'gay' hugs fr e rest of e plt, especially from a certain mr lee..

and many many others whom i haf no chance to mention here...

the acpc, dining-in and of course, the parade.. the testament of our blood, sweat and tears.. the sybolism of our 'arrival', as a certain saying goes, "the thereness is there!"

nxt monday.. 2nd apr.. it wld haf been 2yrs alr.. but the bonds we made are stil there, strong as ever..

In we went, as noobies and strangers, Out we came, as leaders and brothers..

Thank you, my friends.. for all the fun n memories... thank you..

i noe im supposed to be studyin nw.. but i cldn get anithing in.. not when its alreadi full wid so many other stuff..

im confused, depressed, lost, and a mil other thoughts rolled into one..

i need help.. but guess no one could help.. i tink ill be ok though.. afterall i haf been facing em alone all these yrs..

i was sure i had understood it.. but that was then.. as for now.. i guess no one can be sure abt anithing animore..

is the title bold?

i hope it is!! YAY FINALLY!!!!

bold!!

i wan the friggin title to bold!!!

bold!!!

testing

hmmm how can i get the title to bold?

testing

here im creating a new blog for e third time and testing it out.. at 4am in the morning.. with exams coming in 3wks time.. i guess i must be crazy.. hahaha